Of creating, something, anything. The feeling you get when you are satisfied with what you've created is better than any other feeling known to mankind. I's uplifting and liberating. Pashion, an absolute overwhelming sence of being able to express, and stimulate millions of neurons.

Holy hell! I have myself to blame 4 this one. No Time No Time No Time. I might just help myself to another sigarette while i sit here and feel my body cramp up. Hmmm what i'd give for something surreal right now. Just a little bit of bliss. Wish the sun wouldn't come up and there would still be hours and hours of agonizing frustration left lol, even that sounds better than the sun coming up right now. Yeeeeeep terrible, tsk tsk!

I HAVE INTERNET AGAIN! yipeeeeeeeeee
to the ppl that used to watch me, soz i cant remember my password or my previous email adress. My bad So yeh i created this account and yes yes i know there is a synstriss --- that would be me ! (without a password lol) any howwwwwws good to be back. Alive and kicking ! New pc, its so awesome. Studies are tedious yet fun. Lots of work work work. I will start uploading stuff again. . . soon lol